The End

Though Delusional has been out of SL for over a year, I always considered this time nothing more than an extended break. As more and more time passed it has finally become clear that my time as Del and the countless years of blogging for all of you amazing people has come to an end. I always hate it when people drop off the face of the Earth without saying goodbye so I wanted to take a few minutes to thank all of my incredible followers for taking this journey with me, you ladies and gentlemen have been incredible!!! I can’t leave without mentioning some people that made my time in SL and blogging such a pleasure.

First, Aaragon who brought me to this world 7 years ago. I remember being a noob and wearing flexi hair and shoes that made a clicking noise when I walked. I remember our first house and the super expensive ring you bought me. Thank you for all the memories and for being such an important part of my life today. I love you more.

My dear friend Solace (good grief it took me forever to think of your SL name) who is more like my twin than anyone I’ve ever known. We quickly transitioned to RL friends and I am so blessed to have someone who always tells me the truth, even when it’s ugly, even when it hurts  I love you doll!

My favorite clothing designer, Ivey. Sn@tch was the first store I shopped at and from that moment I was hooked!! I can’t thank you enough for giving me the honor of blogging your creations each week. I’m so happy that we are Facebook friends. Keep up the amazing work!!

The first skin I ever owned was Belleza so when I was given the opportunity to blog for Tricky and the Belleza team I was star struck!! In my opinion there are no better skins than these!!

Truth wasn’t my first hair but I’m almost positive it was my second so when Truth hopped in my IMs one day I seriously fangirled!!! Blogging for him was more than an honor.

Looks like there’s nothing left to say other than to wish all of you much happiness, laughter, and love  in your SL but most importantly in your RL.

 

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She’s been through more hell than you’ll ever know. But, that’s what give her beauty an edge. You can’t touch a woman who can wear pain like the grandest of diamonds around her neck.

Miamai_XGen Makeup_Basic Lashes B Black – No Hair
Belleza– Isis
:::Sn@tch Paragon Earring:::
:::Sn@tch Sapho Cocktail Dress (Black-Large):::
TRUTH HAIR Louisa
Belleza– Jamie Uber Med 4 Lt R AT UBER!!
IKON ‘Sunrise’ Eyes – White M

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Because even if you don’t know it yet, you will leave

When you decide to leave because even if you don’t know it yet, you will leave, everybody leaves, just remember … I fought for you. But I was fighting my own heart and that’s the same as a solo battle. You never entered the ring, but you watched as I lost the fight against myself when my own heart tapped out on me. By Stephanie Bennett Henry

Miamai_XGen Makeup_Basic Lashes B Black – No Hair
Belleza– Freya
:::Sn@tch Celeste Gown (Pewter-Large):::
TRUTH HAIR Emerson
Belleza– Faye Med Lt R 3
IKON ‘Sunrise’ Eyes – White M

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She’s been through more hell than you’ll ever know. But, that’s what give her beauty an edge. You can’t touch a woman who can wear pain like the grandest of diamonds around her neck.

Miamai_XGen Makeup_Basic Lashes B Black – No Hair
Belleza– Freya
Belleza– Faye Med Lt R
IKON ‘Sunrise’ Eyes – White M
:::Sn@tch Battle Underbust Corset (Black):::
:::Sn@tch Tessa Studded Skirt (Black):::

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Take the invisible pearls from around my neck, place them in that old, empty keepsake box with anything else that we could have had, I’ll keep what I came with.

Miamai_XGen Makeup_Basic Lashes B Black – No Hair
Belleza– Isis
:::Sn@tch Rebound Denim Mini (Black-Large):::
:::Sn@tch Tatum Sweater (Purple-BELLEZA):::
:::Sn@tch Callie Ribbed Socks (Black):::
TRUTH HAIR Arden
Belleza– Faye Med Lt R 9
IKON ‘Sunrise’ Eyes – White M

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She had her own armor. It shined so bright, all the ‘knights’ went blind and fell from their high horses.

Miamai_XGen Makeup_Basic Lashes B Black – No Hair
Belleza– Freya
:::Sn@tch Zoey Coat (Blue-Large):::
TRUTH HAIR Lolita
Belleza– Amelia Med Makeup 6
IKON ‘Sunrise’ Eyes – Pale Blue (M)

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When the teeth of sadness start chewing my inside, I cover my heart with my hand, and I feel you there.


In case I never told you, I look for you everywhere. I search for you in moments where I wish you were there, holding my hand, or just holding me the way you do. In conversations, I listen closely for your voice, and what I think you would say. When I’m doubting myself, I look for you in the mirror and imagine your smile, until the doubt cracks. When the teeth of sadness start chewing my inside, I cover my heart with my hand, and I feel you there. I feel you everywhere. By Stephanie Bennett-Henry

:::Sn@tch Battle Sweater:::
:::Sn@tch November Leggings:::
Miamai_XGen Makeup_Basic Lashes B Black – No Hair
Belleza– Isis
TRUTH HAIR Louisa
Belleza– Faye Med Lt R 5
IKON ‘Sunrise’ Eyes – White M

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